Mathew hesitates momentarily before he throws his knapsack down. And steps onto the boat as it sways and gently bumps against the dock. He pushes the oars against the tide and takes his last look back at the house where he had spent his entire life. He stands up in the bow of
boat and cups his hands around his mouth and yells, โgoodbyeโ to no one in particular.
Thereโs nothing keeping him here anymore since his father passed away four months ago from emphysema. Mathewโs family has lived on this island for over a century. His childhood was spent fishing and crabbing. As soon as he was big enough to hold a fishing rod and set a trap.
His father took him by motorboat every day from their small island to the school on the mainland. When Mathew was young, he believed that the island was paradise. As he waited for his father to pick him up on their dock with their small motorboat, Matthew would breathe in the salty sea air and the mist.
But over time, the island became a prison, and he dreamed of his escape. He imagines moving to New York City, of becoming invisible, unknown, and one of eight million.
Everyone in the little island community knows him by first and middle, and last name. They know who attended his birth. And the doctor that cut the cord. There was only one doctor on the island. Doctor Hartman. He had just passed away eight months ago at the age of eighty-eight. The islanders are still seeking a replacement. But so far, they have no takers.
They know when Mathew cut his first tooth, caught his first fish, and kissed his first girl. They have known his family history for over a century.
Mathew longs to be landlocked, with no pounding surf or cry of the seagull.
When Mathew arrives at the mainland, he ties the boat up at the dock. That he knows so well, strides by all the familiar faces, without saying hello or goodbye, he walks swiftly to the bus depot and takes the first bus he finds that will take him closer to New York City and as far away as possible from Harker Island.
As the bus pulls in at the first rest stop, he uses the restroom. And then grabs a sandwich and fries and a cup of coffee. Itโll take at least ten hours to reach his destination. He closes his eyes and thinks of all the new and exciting things he hopes to see and experience in his new life in the big city. He imagines all the strangers that will pass him on the street. They will not know his name or who his parents and grandparents were.
Mathew sleeps on and off until he hears the bus driver announces, โPort Authority, Grand Central Station.โ ย ย He rubs his eyes and slowly opens them to an unbelievably huge bus depot. He disembarks from the bus and grabs his backpack, and follows his fellow passengers off the bus. He walks out of the bus depot into a magnificent and huge room. In front of him are three of the largest windows he has ever seen. Heโs amazed. He heads outside the Port Authority and onto the street.
There are groups of people standing along a railing, stepping over and between small piles of melting snow. He peers down to see what theyโre looking at. Mathew sees the deep blue waters of what he will later learn is the Hudson River. It seems to him as if he canโt get away from the water.
He realizes that his stomach is growling and looks around for a restaurant to get something to eat. A restaurant sits right next door to the Port Authority. Itโs a place to eat called Schnipperโs. He walks up to the counter and looks at the menu on the wall, and orders their best burger and fries and a Pepsi.
As heโs eating the last fry, he looks around the dining room for a bathroom. He sees the menโs room sign and walks toward it. As heโs about to walk in, a middle-aged man bumps into him and then walks off without even acknowledging him. Mathew stares at him. โJerk,โ Mathew says under his breath.
After he emerges from the bathroom, Mathew walks up to the cashier to pay for his check.โ Hey, how are you doing?โ ย As he reaches into his back pocket for his wallet. Itโs not there. โWhat theโฆ?โ He pats all his other pockets. Nothing. He grabs his backpack and searches all through it and the pockets on the outside. Nothing. He starts hyperventilating. The cashier looks at him and says, โSir, is there some sort of problem?โ
โYes, some guy bumped me as I was going into the menโs room. And I think he stole my wallet. I had it when I got off the bus at the Port Authority, and now itโs gone.โ
โOh dear, he must have been a pickpocket. That happens all the time around the Port Authority and the rest of the city, too, I guess. You canโt keep things in your back pocket around here. Or somebody will lift it. Do you want me to call the police, or can you do it with your cell phone?โ
โThe police. Well, I guess so. I donโt have any money since he stole every penny I had. Yes, please call the police. Iโll wait here.โ
Mathew stands there, unsure of what his next move should be? He stares out the front window of the restaurant. โOh my god, thereโs the guy. I have to go get my money back.โ And he hands the cashier his backpack and dashes out the door.
Mathew blasts out the door slamming the door. It rattles in its frame. He runs as fast as he can toward the pickpocket and tackles him. The guy is yelling, โHelp, help. This guy is trying to kill me. Help.โ
A few people start to gather and watch Mathew wrestle the man down to the ground. No one interferes. And the next thing Mathew is aware of is two police officers yelling at him. โHey, buddy, you can stop pummeling this guy. We got you.โ
Mathew gets off the guy as the other police officer snaps handcuffs on the pickpocketโs wrist behind his back. Mathew spits out all in one breath. โThis guy stole my wallet with every penny I have. I just arrived here by bus. And this guy stole my money. I need it.โ
โAlright, I called in for another squad car, and the guy in handcuffs will be on his way to be booked at our precinct. Iโm going to need some information from you before you come to the police station.โ
โWhat? I have to go? I didnโt do anything wrong.โ
โOk, OK, buddy, weโre here to help you. The cashier at the restaurant called us. Try to calm down. You have to come downtown and give a report. And then youโll get all your money back if itโs still in the wallet.โ
โAlright, Iโll try to calm down. But no one ever stole anything from me before.โ
โWhat, where have you been living anyway? Obviously, you arenโt a New Yorker.โ
โNo, Iโm from Harkerโs Island off the NC coast. I just arrived at the Port Authority less than an hour ago. And then I stopped at the restaurant next door to the depot, and I got robbed going into the bathroom.โ
โTell me exactly what happened, starting with your name.โ
โWhat? Again? Ok, my name is Mathew Fegundus. I just came here to NYC by train from Harkerโs Island off the NC coast. I came here to start over. My parents passed away, and I had no reason to stay there any longer. So, I sold my fatherโs fishing boat and our house, and I came here. I donโt know a living soul here. Iโm starting over. A fresh start, I thought. And I ate at that restaurant right there next to the Port Authority.ย Some guy bumped into me as I entered the bathroom. When I went to pay for my meal, my wallet was missing. I was staring out the front window of the restaurant, and I saw the guy that robbed me. I ran out and tackled him. And thatโs all she wrote.โ
โOk, Mathew, youโll have to come to the police station with us and sign an affidavit stating what happened, and then we can return your wallet after you make sure everything is still in. You will have to identify the thief in a line-up.โ
โWhat? Canโt you give me my money now?โ
โNo, Mathew, it doesnโt work that way. If this goes to court, you will have to testify against him. Do you understand?โ
โUnderstand? Yeah, I understand. I got here less than an hour ago. I got robbed, and now I have to go to the police station and make out a report and sign an affidavit, and then Iโll get my own wallet and money back. But later, Iโll have to testify in court.?โ
โOk, do you want to go with us in our vehicle?โ
โWhere is the police station?โ
โIt is in the Midtown South Precinct. Do you know where that is?โ
โNo. I donโt know where anything is, and I donโt know anyone here. I have to get my wallet back. I donโt have any other money with me. I have money in a bank account in my hometown. But I donโt have any ID, and itโs in my wallet. I guess Iโll have to come with you. I never rode in a police car before.โ
โOK, buddy, letโs go. Itโs not that long a ride. Sit in the back and keep quiet. Iโm Officer Murdoc, by the way. Get in, sit down, and be quiet.โ
As Mathew sits in the back seat, he looks out the window as the streets of New York City fly by. He has never seen such enormous buildings in his life. The biggest building on Harkerโs Island was two stories. It was Kellyโs Fish and Tackle Shop, and the owner lived in an apartment upstairs. It also has a flat roof where Kelly, the owner, used to drink beer and bar-b-que fish and watch the ocean. He often asked Mathew to join him. They would eat and drink in silence while they watched the sun go down over the ocean.
Mathew canโt even see the tops of these skyscrapers from the back seat of the police car. He looks forward to walking all over the downtown section and seeing all the different people. People he never met and might not meet in the future. Who knows?
As they drive toward the police station, Mathew sees more people on one street than lived on the whole island where he grew up. More people than he had ever seen in his entire life. It was a sight heโll never forget, no, matter how long he lives, even though this wasnโt a great beginning to his new life. He hopes that the future will hold many new adventures, new friends and happiness, and love if heโs lucky.
โAlright, Mathew, here we are. You can exit the car and wait for me. I will escort you inside, and we will get this business over as quickly and painlessly as possible. And you can be on your way.โ
As Mathew gets out of the vehicle, he looks around, and he hears a man yelling at the top of his lungs. โLet me go. Get your hands off me. I didnโt do anything wrong. Iโm being framed.โ
Mathew glances over in that direction, and who does he see doing the yelling? The pickpocket. Mathew wants to go and punch him in the face. All this trouble because of this low-life thief. What a horrible beginning to his new life. Mathew stands there and glares at the guy. And heโs startled by the policeman saying to him,โ OK, letโs go. Ignore whatโs going on over there.โ
โAlright, have a seat, and I will have to ask you the same questions for my report. Letโs get started.โ
โYes, alright, Officer Murdock. I hope this wonโt take too long. I have to find a place to stay temporarily until I find a permanent residence.โ Mathew puts down his backpack and takes a deep breath, and then exhales.
After fifteen minutes of questions. Another officer steps over to Murdockโs desk and says. โAlright, the lineup is ready. You can bring in the victim.โ
โVictim? I never thought of myself as a victim. Jeez.โ
โItโs OK, buddy. If you live in New York City long enough, youโre going to get mugged. Thatโs life in the big city. What can I say?โ
โYou are going to be behind a one-way mirror. You will be able to see the suspects, but they canโt see you. Take a good look. Did the guy say anything to you? Would you recognize his voice?โ
โNo, none when he bumped me. But when I saw him outside the restaurant window. I ran out there and jumped him and punched him, he yelled. โHelp, help. This guy is trying to kill me. Help.โ And thatโs when you guys showed up.โ
โAlright, we can go in now, and you take your time looking at the guys and if you are absolutely sure you recognize him. Then you tell me his number. Do you understand?โ
โYes, I understand. Will I get my money then?โ
โAfter you make a statement and sign it. Your property will be returned to you. We will need your contact information, full name, current address, and phone number.โ
โI donโt have an address yet. I have a cell phone number. After I get a place to live, Iโll let you know.โ
โAlright, here comes number one. Number one, will you face forward, turn right and then left, and then shout, โHelp, help this guy is trying to kill me. Help.โ
Mathew stands in front of the two-way mirror and looks at the three guys standing up there. They look similar to each other. He listens intently while the three of them each shout,โ Help, helps this guy is trying to kill me.โ
Mathew stares at them and then remembers that his assailant had a facial scar that ran down the side of his cheek from his hairline down below his earlobe. Mathew tugs on the copโs sleeve. โHey, can you ask those guys to turn so I can see their left cheek?โ
โWhat? Sure. Everyone, turn so we can see your left cheek.โ
Number one and two turns, but number three hesitates and takes a step back. And shifts his weight back and forth nervously. โNumber three, do as your told, now.โ
Number three turns his face. โYeah, thatโs him, thatโs him. He has a scar running down his cheek from his temple to his earlobe. Thatโs him.โ
โAlright, number one and two, you can leave. Officer Drewitz take number three to the holding cell. He is under arrest. Read him his rights.โ
โAlright, Mathew, go over to the Sargentโs desk, and you can claim your property and be on your way. This guy may get out on bail. We donโt know that right now. But he may. Make sure we have your contact information and inform the Sargent when you have an address. You will be informed if your assailant is out on bail. And also, when youโll have to come to court to testify against him. Do you understand? โ
โYes, I understand. You or someone will inform me if the crook gets out on bail and let me know if there is a court date that I have to testify against him.โ
โOk, then go over there and get your belongings. You will have to sign an affidavit stating that you received all your property. Got it?โ
โYes, I got it, I got it. Good Bye. No offense, but I hope I donโt have to meet all of you anytime in the near future.โ
As Mathew steps out the door of the police station, he takes a deep breath and lets it out. โWell, thatโs nice. How do you do.โ Whatโs next? I get run down by a bus or something?โ Then he realizes that he doesnโt have a clue exactly where he is or where heโs going. He sees a bench down the street next to a sign that says bus stop. He walks over to it and plops down.
He pulls out his cell phone and looks at the time. 11:45. Not even lunchtime, and he had breakfast and got robbed. Went to a police station in New York City. And identified the thief and sign an affidavit. And got his wallet and money back. He still doesnโt know where he should go.
He realizes he should have made more detailed plans before he arrived here. At least he should have found where to look for a place to live. And where he could find a job. He really didnโt put much thought into any of it. He was sick and tired of the same town and the same people. And knowing nothing different was ever going to happen there. And he would never meet anyone new. And the girls in town were like sisters to him. He couldnโt imagine marrying any of them. He needed a fresh start. But he realizes he should have put more thought into the where and the how of it all.
As he sits at the bus stop, an older woman walks over to the bench and sits down. She has two grocery bags in her arms. They look heavy. She sits down and sighs. โOh, my feet are killing me.โ
Mathew looks over at her and says, โare you alright, mam?โ
She turns her head and looks at him from head to toe. โMam, huh? Well, you are obviously not from around here, are you? Iโm guessing somewhere down south? North or South Carolina?โ
โNorth Carolina, Mam. I just arrived here today by bus.โ
โReally, and how do you like it so far?โ
โI havenโt seen too much of it except when I was in the police car. And I couldnโt believe how big the buildings were and how huge New York City was. Even though Iโve only seen a small part of it.โ
The woman turns her head and looks at him from head to toe. โPolice car, did you get arrested already. What happened?โ
โWhat? No, I didnโt get arrested. I was robbed. When I was going into the bathroom at the restaurant where I ate lunch, some guy bumped into me. I didnโt really think anything about it. Until I went to pay for my lunch and my wallet was missing. Then as I was standing there, I looked out the window, and I saw the guy who bumped into me. I ran outside and tackled him. The cashier called the police, and they came and arrested him. Then, I had to go to the police station and make a statement and identify my assailant. And, here I am.โ
โWoah, you have had quite an eventful morning. What are you going to do now?โ
โHonestly, I donโt know. I didnโt plan this move as well as I should have. I donโt know anyone here. I have some money with me. But I have to have my savings sent from my bank in NC. And I will have to open a bank account here, so my old bank can transfer it to my new account. And I donโt have a place to live or a job yet. I have no idea where to look for a place to live, either. I feel stupid right now. I didnโt really think any of this through.โ
โWhat kind of work did you do before you came here?โ
โI grew up on a small island off the coast of NC. My dad was a fisherman, and I became one too. There werenโt too many choices available there.โ
โAlright, let me think about this for a few minutes. I donโt ordinarily trust people I just met. But for some reason, I trust you. Let me sit here and think about it for a few minutes. Relax a bit.โ
โFirst of all, whatโs your name, and how old are you?โ
โMam?โ How old am I?โ
โIโm twenty-four. Iโll be twenty-five in two weeks. My name is Mathew Carberry. My father just passed away. I donโt have any other family. So, I thought I needed to make some changes. I hope I havenโt made a big mistake.โ
โWell, Mathew, I think it was fate that brought you here. And that you and I have met at this moment in time. The fact is I think I can help you. My son and my grandson own a small tour boat company. They take tourists on trips to the Statue of Liberty. And one of his best Tour Boat Captains decided to retire. And he needs to be replaced. And I think that with your experience being a fisherman. It might just qualify as the experience that could land you this job. I canโt make you any promises. However, my son is just as good a judge of character as I am, and he trusts me. What do you think?โ
โI think that although I had decided not to have anything to do with boats anymore that I would be a fool not to take advantage of this opportunity.โ
โAlright then, let me give my son a call and see if he has time to meet you today. By the way, my name is Elizabeth Maguire. Now sit tight for a couple of minutes while I speak to my son, Richard.โ
โHello, Thomas, this is your mother.โ
โYes, mom, I recognize your voice. Is everything alright?โ
โYes, Thomas, why do you always ask that? Iโm fine, and I can take care of myself. The reason I called is that I met a young man here at the bus stop and he is looking for a job. He had just arrived here from an Island off the coast of North Carolina. And he worked all his life for his father, who was a fisherman.โ
โMother, stop. I know where this conversation is going. You found a lost puppy, and you want me to take him in and adopt him. This isnโt the first time I rode a bronco in the rodeo.โ
โThomas, what in the world are you talking about, lost puppies, and riding in a rodeo?โ
โWhat Iโm trying to say is, you canโt save every poor soul you run into every day of your life. Do you remember the homeless man you brought here? And, now, he is working for me as a night security guy.โ
โYes, Thomas, I do. And do you remember he has been working there for eight years and is one of your most trusted employees?
โAlright, alright, I give, I give. Send him here. Iโll talk to him and see if he is a good fit.โ
โThank you, Thomas. We will take the bus over there right now. We should be there shortly. Bye.โ
โAlright, Mathew, I spoke to my son, Thomas. And heโs willing to meet and talk to you about a job. No promises. But I know heโll like you just as I do. We have to get on the number 149 Bus and then change buses and get on the 430 bus to the peer. We should be there in less than an hour.
As they sit on the bench waiting for their bus to arrive, Mathew watches the unbelievable amount of traffic going by. The most extraordinary thing is the sheer amount of people walking in every direction. Women in business suits head to work. Men in hard hats working on girders thirty stories above the street level. People of every race and age. Itโs extraordinary and overwhelming all at once.
And taxies that whizz by, the drivers leaning on their horns the whole way, not giving in to other cars or trucks just flying by at what seemed an unbelievable speed. But somehow, no cars crash and no oneโs run over. Itโs amazing and frightening at the same time. Just as Mathew is thinking about the traffic, a bus pulls up, and there is a tremendous swooshing sound emanates from under the bus.
โThis is our bus, Mathew. Letโs go. As he steps up into the bus, he realizes that the young woman in front of him handed the bus driver a card, not cash. He begins to sweat a little. He thinks, oh, what am I going to do now? He clears his throat and says quietly, โMiss Maguire, Iโm sorry, but I donโt have a ticket to get on this bus, and the sign says, No Cash.โ
โOh yes, but of course, you donโt have a Metro Ticket. Why would you? Donโt worry. Iโll take care of it. You can pay me back when you have the money.โ
โThank you so much, Miss Maguire, that is generous of you. I have the money now. Iโll give it to you as soon as we sit down. I do appreciate your help more than I can say.โ
โMathew, please call me Lizzie. All my friends do.โ
โOK, Lizzie, thanks again.โ
After they settle in their seats, Mathew sighs and stares out the window. And then he remembers he owes Miss Lizzie money. โOh, Miss Lizzie, how much do I owe you for the bus ride?โ
โWell, why donโt we settle up on the ride home. What do you say?โ
โI say thatโs just fine. He settles back into his seat and stares at the rushing traffic and the buildings as they whizz by his window. He looks around at all the people sitting near him on the bus. And is amazed again at the sheer variety of people sitting near him. On Harkerโs Island, almost everyone was related to someone else who lived on the Island.
He doesnโt know anyone here at all. And then he remembers Miss Lizzy sitting beside him and thinks sheโs my first friend. And thatโs his last thought because he drifts off to sleep, and he doesnโt wake up until he hears Miss Lizzie say, โMathew, wake up we here.โ
As they pull up to the bus stop, Mathew looks around and sees the landscape, and the street is different from downtown New York City. The traffic isnโt as heavy, and there arenโt as many people in business suits. He waits for Miss Lizzie to step down to the last step, and then he reaches up to take her hand as she goes onto the sidewalk.
โThank you, Mathew, youโre a gentleman. And thatโs something I donโt often see anymore. We have to walk a short distance to the pier and then another five minutes to my sonโs dock and his office.
As Mathew walks along the peer, he looks out over the water, and he sees the Statue of Liberty standing tall. โOh my god, thatโs the Statue of Liberty. I saw pictures of it when I was a kid. But I never thought I would ever see it. Itโs huge. When I was young, my father used to tell me stories about how his family came to America from Ireland and landed at Ellis Island. They didnโt know a soul in America. But they were escaping the Potato Famine in Ireland. And they hoped to make a new life for themselves in America. And here I am back here again. And Iโm hoping that I can make a new life for myself. And just maybe the new beginning for me will be here at the Statue of Liberty.โ
โMathew, it certainly seems as if this is your destiny. Everything that happened up until now has brought you to this moment in timeโeven being robbed and having to go to the police station. And then sitting down at the bus stop and meeting me. Itโs fate, donโt you think?โ
โLizzie, I canโt help but feel it was all meant to be. I canโt tell you how thankful I am for having met you when I was feeling so low. And I began to think I had made a stupid mistake coming here where I didnโt know anyone let alone where to get a job or where I could live. Wait a minute, where am I going to live?โ
โAlright, Mathew, calm down a bit. Letโs take this one minute at a time. It will all work out. Letโs go, my son will be waiting for us. And I think my grandson will be getting off for the day right about now. And you can meet him as well. Heโs about your age. Letโs walk this way now.โ
โOh, youโre right. Sometimes I get carried away. My father was always telling me to take one thing at a time.โ
โYour father gave you good advice. You should take it. Oh, thereโs my son now. He must have been on the lookout for us. Thatโs him waving at us over there. Letโs not make him wait too long. Just be yourself and be honest, and youโll be in like Flynn.โ
โLike who?โ
โNever mind, thatโs just an old expression. It means everything is going to work out.โ
โOh, Thomas, itโs so nice for you to come out and meet us. This is Mathew Carberry, the young man I told you about.โ
โHello, Mathew. Itโs nice to meet you. Why donโt you come into my office and will have a conversation and you can tell me all about yourself? And you can tell me what you can bring to the table.โ
โTable, what do you mean?โ
โMathew, donโt try and confuse the young man, he just got here today from North Carolina, and I was lucky enough to meet him. Iโm sure you will feel the same way.โ
โAlright, mother, let me decide how Iโm going to feel.โ
โAlright, son, youโre right, and I trust your judgment. Good luck, Mathew. I have a feeling that this will be the beginning of the first step into your new life. Good luck.โ
As Mathew walked into the office, he turned back at Lizzie, and she was giving him the universal sign of good luck, thumbs up. He returned her gesture and walked through the door into his future.
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A great story where the main character feels he needs a fresh start in life. Life has a few twists in store but also has a tendency to repeat itself.